So every couple of weeks I distract myself from my actual studying, writing, learning and supporting people to scour the internet for a suitable Masters course that I would enjoy, or a seriously fast-track route to convert my previous study to this qualification in as short a time as possible. Every time I frustratedly go back to my learning thinking that I do not have the time, the money, the neurology or the intelligence to get what I want. How can I ever learn whilst I do "my work", and whilst I raise my developing humans? I failed before so I must not be capable.
Then it hit me, I was already doing it and I have been for a very long time. Learning isn't a building, a syllabus or a qualification. Well my best learning certainly hasn't been. So what? What comes next?